Snarl


Well the weekend didn’t go as planned, but we made it through. I feel guilty: I’d had grand plans of finally getting past page eighty six on my screenplay rewrite, but… Well, I like to think of myself as a dedicated writer, but sometimes it’s more important to prioritize life over writing and this weekend was one of those times. It rained, I ran, I focused on family and just did my best to make it through some complicated emotions.

Oh, and I got my period. So. Yeah. There was some crying involved.

But I feel like it was all necessary in a kind of eat-your-vegetables kind of way: sometimes it’s important to prioritize introspection and the past few weeks I’ve been so focused on looking outward that I’ve neglected to take the time to really acknowledge my own internal struggle. So there was some rather uncomfortable self recognition that was pretty humbling, but was probably good for me.

Anyway, this is all very vague. It’s all still tangled in my head and I need some time to square it away. But it did take up the lion’s share of tyre weekend which is why I didn’t write yesterday, and is now filling my mind today so it’s all I can think to report about.

I’ll try to have something more interesting to say tomorrow.

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~ by Gwydhar Gebien on February 10, 2019.

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